Sem 1 of my diploma had just ended, and SPM result is out. Well, I just can't believe for my straight A's. It's just like, a dream. A beautiful wish that was too good to be true. The most shocking subject that I really couldn't believe is my lovely chinese. I couldn't even score an A in PMR and I'm just feeling like totally hopeless and helpless on my chinese. And actually I'm just feeling like giving up on this subject and focus on the others. And I still remember I just score forty something over seventy marks for my essay during my early form 4. It's such a shame! And the teacher just called me to read more in front of everyone .__. Well, hard work does yield juicy fruits. an A- for my chinese goes beyond everything, and it is totally enough for me. It's a miracle. Thanks God.




























Many people deemed it's a waste for me just to pursue a diploma despite my results. Well, I'm not going to choose any SAM or A-levels or any professional route for my further studies. Those roads are tough. It's not that I can't, but I just don't want to. I know what I want. After going through so many during my toilsome form 5 life, I've somehow see the world differently, somewhat understand what I want, and so on.

I've seen so many of my friends that choose those tough paveways, and they're somewhat stressful and tired. And some are just so envy of my diploma's life. Relax. Free. Flexible. To be frank. I love my current life, at least I found a reason to study, a genuine yet good and happy reason to study. Not just to pass exam or satisfy lecturers, but to merely learn new knowledge. Everytime when I've learn a new topic about something, I felt so content and bliss, just because I've learnt something new. It's totally different from my study life at Jitsin, which is such a horrible school hahaha.